BUT I'VE GOT AN ANGRY HEART—What would you do if one morning you woke up and realized you could not die? Or rather, that you would not, that you were so [ DETERMINED ], death simply could not take you? This is the story of two hands -- Frisk's, and mine. You could try, of course. SAVE and RESET a hundred and a half times before you realize it will not change anything.You will not change anything. Do you understand?Are you sure?

mun: morrigan age: 21 pronouns: they/he/it timezone: US Central Time (GMT-6) inbox: always open anon: on discord: available on request

Guidelines

001 This blog will be 18+ due to (possibly graphic) descriptions of violence & injury, as well as generally darker topics that may be somewhat triggering. Content such as s/a will never be featured. Death, murder, dissociation, and loss of autonomy/themes of possession are going to be strong themes present. If involved in a post, they will be tagged as #trigger//, such as death mention// or gore//. Please tell me if you need anything regarding this tagged under something specific. Real-life gore will never be shown. 002 Not that I believe DNI's really work to keep that crowd away, but absolutely do not interact if you engage with inc/st ships of any kind. Ew, you are not welcome here. This is a family friendly blog featuring wholesome family activies, such as: a faceless being puppeting a preteen into acts of murder, revenge killing, and mourning the loss of a child you will never get back: yourself!

003 Credits for all art used in promos / icons / etc will be credited. See below. 004 Do not rush me for replies. I will be managing a handful of other rp blogs (go check me out at @starshccter or @motherloved :>) on top of real life. Feel free to ask about it if it’s been more than 24 hours and you haven’t heard anything! Due to mobile tumblr being finnicky as all hell, most replies will come exclusively from desktop, which limits my writing hours severely. I’m usually around on mobile though if you want to shoot me a message!

005 This blog is not follow-for-follow. To keep my dashboard clear, I only follow blogs that either provide related resources or that I’m interested in following the writing of. I'm also extremely selective in the blogs I follow back, adhering to my own standards -- so please don't take it to heart if I don't follow you back! I will not be following or rping with non-mutuals or non-rp blogs, but feel free to send some anonymous messages if you want to bug Frisk, ask blog style. 006 CREDITS: art drawn by velinxi on tumblr.
icons composed by virgil.
psd made by roseatedesire on tumblr.
icon border made by carestuff on tumblr.

Do's

Tell me if you need a specific trigger tagged / if I somehow missed a trigger that needs to be tagged! I want this to be as safe of an experience as possible, throughout all the murder threads.
Spam me with asks and prompts! They are always open!
Antagonize Frisk. They're a little shit. Treat them like one. They won't [Spare] you.
Ask about potential verses that haven't been listed! I'm always down to clown!
Ask about anything that may have been left unclear regarding their information! I'm always happy to clarify to the best of my ability!

Do Not's

God-mod. I don't write your character, so please don't expect to write mine. You control you, and I control Frisk. For Better Or Worse. :)
Rush me for replies. I love you. I will reply to you. I promise. Eventually.
Assume chemistry. Frisk more than likely is not going to be shipped with anyone, but if there is to be a contender, they must be close to Frisk in age. I will not be aging Frisk up, and they will be a preteen-into-teenager in this portrayal.
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Important Portrayal Notes

001 This portrayal is largely going to be headcanon based, and likely at least a little canon divergent, since lore is what I want it to be at any given time. Still, I feel like the game gives us enough wiggle room with Frisk that it should stay at least parallel to canon-compliant. Despite this, you can expect possible differences in how I write Frisk compared to others; please keep this in mind when approaching for plotting or threads. I also, for my own comfort, will not be writing with Frisk doubles whilst on this blog, solely because I'm not entirely secure in my portrayal yet, and would like to fully flesh them out in my own mind before I start taking others into account. If you have Frisk on a multimuse, but still write other muses, that's fine! This relates specifically to single-muse blogs. I love you Frisks. I am so insecure. </3 002 Themes of dissociation and derealization will be strongly present. My take on the Player versus Frisk can be compared to the relationship between a man and the parasitic demon that attaches to his soul at random. Frisk has been through countless resets, many of them neutral or full-on genocide, and most outside of their control -- most. Not all.

003 Frisk can be expected to show signs of trauma or PTSD. Their mental state is ever-evolving (or ever-devolving?) and tumultuous. Please let me know ahead of time if this is something you'd like me to tone down before a thread; Frisk has both good days and bad days, but when given free reign, I tend to give them more bad than good. Please monitor your own mental health whilst blogging with them, as things can get very bleak, very fast. 004 My primary verse for Frisk will be in-game or post-game pacifist routes. I believe the default state of humanity is good, until outside interference... well, interferes. Frisk, in my opinion, in this take, is a good, kind, loving human -- with a tendency to go a little rabid sometimes? Pacifist, neutral, and genocide routes will be written out here, with verses tagged accordingly -- however, keep in mind that regardless of which verse we write in, Frisk has still experienced every other timeline before, and every timeline after. This will have its influences on their behaviors, for better or worse.

Credits

carrd template by rcsea. ; psd by roseatedesire. ; graphics by velinxi. ; icons by virgil.

Stats

❝ CALL ME FIGHTER, I'LL MOP THE FLOOR WITH YOU—! ❞

FRISK DOES NOT like to fight. They do not like to kill. In a universe centered around a hand that they cannot see, a bloodthirsty tooth in their mouth set a-throbbing -- they want to be gentle. They want, as most human children do, to be good. Human children are not always afforded this luxury. Frisk, it seems, is given the chance even less so. Monsters are not privy to that suffocating grasp, that feeling of arcane eyes upon the back of their neck. It presses a knife into their hand and tells them to kill. If they refuse, it will simply swing their arm itself. The blood will be spilled, regardless. Don't you at least want to reclaim ownership of that violence?

NAME FRISK. NICKNAME/ALIAS FRISK DREEMURR. THE EIGHTH HUMAN. AMBASSADOR TO MONSTERKIND. AGE 12 THROUGH 17, VERSE DEPENDENT. DATE OF BIRTH TBA. GENDER & PRONOUNS AGENDER, THEY/THEM ORIENTATION DEMISEXUAL / DEMIROMANTIC SPECIES HUMAN. NATIONALITY TBA.

HEIGHT 4'10” HAIR BROWN. EYES A BROWN SO DEEP THEY'RE ALMOST RED. PIERCINGS LOWER EARLOBE PIERCINGS. BUILD SMALL, THIN, & BUILT TO KILL. SCARS / TATTOOS / MARKINGS SCARRED LIMBS, EVIDENCE OF YOUR SINS. PHYSICAL DISABILITIES & CHRONIC AILMENTS CHRONIC JOINT PAIN & MIGRAINES.

DISTINGUISHING FEATURES

NOTCHED FINGERS, COVERED IN SILVER SCARS.
A FACE DEVOID OF FEELING, EYES UNFLINCHING.
TINY.

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At first impression: Frisk is something small and innocent. A bundle of joy, love, human goodness — all wrapped up with a neat little bow atop their head. They look at you with a politely neutral face and make no complaints, enduring anything they must in solitude. Indeed, at first glance, they must seem something damn near saintly. It could not be further from the truth. Most monsters are not aware of the timelines taken and lost and destroyed; they do not know how many times they have come to this "first impression." In truth, not even Frisk knows the full count. But they do know the sound each of these monsters makes, in detail, when they die, when they crumble, when Frisk takes a little toy knife and drives it in again and again and again— they do not want to, of course. What average human child wants to do such a thing? No, of all the timelines lost to blood and dust, only a scarce few were of their own sentient volition. But this is of no matter. You see, they may not want to — but I do. And so they will.

Positive

bold
empathetic
selfless
loving

Neutral

curious
flat-toned
blunt
impersonal

Negative

dishonest
angry
distrustworthy
unpredictable

introverted

cold

selfish

skeptical

serious

logical

disciplined

suspicious

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extroverted

warm

generous

open-minded

playful

emotional

hedonistic

trusting

❝ YOU'LL GET OLDER, AND MAYBE THEN YOU'LL FEEL SOME CONTROL! ❞

ASTROLOGY ??? Sun, ??? Moon, ??? Rising MBTI XXXX-X ENNEAGRAM Type X Wing X TEMPERAMENT phlegmatic. NEURODIVERGENCES & DISORDERS

major depressive disorder
c-ptsd
adhd, autism

POWERS / ABILITIES

SAVE.
You do not know how you came across this power. It was stolen from grasping roots and thrust into your grubby fingers, for better or worse.
RESET.
This is not the end of your story. Maybe the end of theirs, but not yours, never yours. Call upon that precious willpower of yours, Frisk! Go back to where you were before!
DETERMINATION.
Get back up. Get back up. Did you hear me? I said get up.

PARENTS
- . . .
- Toriel Dreemurr. SIBLINGS
- ~~Asriel Dreemurr~~
- Some flower outside in the garden. HOMETOWN    the surface, location tbd.

PETS tbd. OCCUPATION Ambassador of Monsterkind. LANGUAGES english, moderate ASL. ACCENT strangely absent, as if using a voice recycled. CURRENT RESIDENCE the surface.

IMPORTANT HEADCANONS	VERSES	CONTENT WARNINGS
headcanon title	all verses	content tw, content tw
link your important must-read headcanons here	canon verses	content tw, content tw, content tw
name of headcanon	au verse	no content warnings

Biography

How do you decide where your story begins? Where does one decide that most important moment begins? Is it at birth, when you are beaten in the back until the water leaves your lungs and you wail and wail and wail? Is it later, scraping your knees on the playground, smaller than the other boys and odder than the other girls, the one common thread bringing them together to laugh at you? Or is it on that fateful day, when you were ready to give up? You climbed that mountain with the intent to never return, just like all those before you — except, you did not fall. You tripped, and toppled forward, and as you were plummeting through darkness unimaginable you realized, a little too late, you did not want to die.You did not want to die. So you didn't. You reached out with scraping nails and clawed control away from something bigger-smaller-odder-meaner than you, and you SAVED. Then you SAVED again. And again. You SAVED and you RESET and throughout all of it, you began to wonder what this power was, and why it was given to you. You did not die when you should have. In fact, this is a running standard. You do not want to die, and so you will not. For a while, all is well. You are your own, thinking and learning and exploring this new place, this haven for a kingdom forgotten.

That's where I come in.It is not fate that SAVED Frisk's life. It was me. Or maybe it was you. I am not the only PLAYER with access to these files, these precious lives. I am only the hand holding the back of their neck. So are you. So was the guy before you. So will be the guy after you! It's nothing personal. It's a game. We know it is a game, even if Frisk does not, even if the monsters we are murdering do not. It's just a game, and in a game, you can do whatever you'd like, without repercussion. At least, so we thought.Then, they started learning. Remembering. Getting little feelings, traces of memories lost to dreamsleep. Things started to change. Frisk's wonderful little life began to turn sour. They began to panic. How to fix this, how to fix things? They need to go back to where it began. They need to RESET. As many times as it takes, they will save, and they will reset, and they will carve a way through this firewall. That lingering feeling of a presence pressing does not matter, not when they have a life to SPARE, a SOUL to save. Down digs the hole at the end of Frisk's shovel, timelines piling up faster than they can count -- some only minutes long, others months, stretching into risky years, ruined by a slipup now forgotten. They will not tell you how many lives they have taken away from you. Neither will I.

That hand upon the back of their neck begins to squeeze, after a while. Frisk resists, what little they can, as often as allowed, but it does not save them. It does not save the monsters at the end of their knife. The Ruins, Snowdin, Hotland — there was no limit to the blood shed, the dust scattered. The story follows the same premise each time: a child, lost in the Dark, learning how to make Light. Dogged by murderous urges instilled and a grip that is not their own, vicelike around a knife they do not want to wield, Frisk rends the Underground apart. They are smaller than these monsters, and odder than them, too, but this time, the only thread that will tie them together is the string at the end of their puppet-scored wrist.And so it continues. Countless times, it continues, and eventually that hand starts to loosen. After a while, a long, long time yet, Frisk is able to let their shoulders loosen, and tuck the knife away, and scrape together the best future possible for the monsters they have tormented. They end it on the kindest note possible, with no murder, no violence, no brothers separated from each other, no mothers buried. It is the best possible ending, so why? Why do they still feel those eyes on the back of their neck?

Fandom: undertale.
Status: canon.
Availability: open.
Affiliated with: none.

PACIFIST.

You have to do it right this time. The good monster people have suffered long enough, both at your hand and at others'. It does not matter how many times you've killed them. You have not hurt them in this timeline, and you will not, because you may still be stuck at twelve-to-thirteen years old, but you have been doing this for years. It is uncanny how closely you know these monsters, and what they will do, and what they will say -- but you are their Ambassador, now, and you must steer them correctly.Takes place either during or post true-pacifist runs. Follows peaceful adventures and unfair battles. Frisk carries the burden of knowing how many times they have done this, and that this must go perfectly, not one thing can go wrong -- they struggled so sincerely to get these monsters here. It is the least they can do. They will not tolerate any kind of upset now, after everything, and all the lives lost.

NEUTRAL.

Are you sure you're doing this right? Well, you are trying to, isn't that what matters? These monsters don't understand how difficult this is, how terrifying. They back you into a corner and blame you for snapping. You're trying so, so hard to get out alive, and it isn't your fault that they are stuck down here, but they seem to want to make you bleed for it. Some enemies you can talk down, convince to lay their weapons at rest.Others are not so easily convinced.Don't worry, Frisk.You did what you had to do.

Fandom: undertale.
Status: canon.
Availability: open.
Affiliated with: none.

GENOCIDE.

. . . What on Earth are you doing?Why won't you stop?

Connections

TORIEL DREEMURR
@motherloved ─ heavily affiliated
this is my toriel blog. lmao

Firstname Lastname
@partnerurl ─ heavily affiliated
Short description of relationship.

FLOWEY THE FLOWER
@histhemed ─ exclusive
the only monster to know how bad frisk can get.

SANS
@castletcwn ─ exclusive
it's kind of like a parent-child connection, just........ worse.

UNDYNE
@castletcwn ─ main
cue battle music.

Firstname Lastname
@partnerurl ─ mains
Short description of relationship.

NPCS

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